Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Homesickness - The Ailment of Traveling

帰りたい けど、 行きたくない "Kaeritai kedo, ikitakunai"


I feel so conflicted, this trip had brought up a lot of emotions for me...


For the last 20 days I have been on my own, but not on my own...surrounded by people almost 24 hours a day, and yet independent...

It is in my nature to be a little introverted, and the city is wearing me down...

374,744 km² of land, yet over 127 million people live here, crowded together, for the most part in harmony...

To help you grasp those amounts, Japan has a land mass almost equivalent to Montana, but is the 10th most populated country in the world...99.4% of that population is ethnically Japanese...

Looking the way I do, I've gotten use to sticking out in a crowd...

Looking the way I do, I've gotten use to people who do not know me being shy, being intimidated...

But those who do know me?


Seeing friends has been wonderful, everyone happy to see me, joyous reunions...

Seeing friends has been difficult, everyone has their own lives, everyone is busy...

You say "hello, good to see you, its been such a long time" and before you realize it, it's time to say "goodbye" once again...

Its all bitter sweet...its all in one moment...its all ephemeral...

At times I let my expectations get a head of me...at times I have no expectations...

At times I am let down and disappointed...at times nothing can bring me down...

Other times I have guilt come into my mind and feelings...

Guilt of making the most of this trip...not wasting a single opportunity...

But joy can be had and lessons learned in everything - is it wrong for me to take a break?

Is it wrong for me to relax? To look around? Listen to the crickets? Smell the rain? Experience my first typhoon?

This trip has been priceless...

This trip has made me stronger...

In times past I would have run home to the familiar when I did not understand, when there was a lack of comfort...

Here I can't do that...

Sometimes I cry....Sometimes I find the resolve...

I have had times when not only did I realize I can not run home, but that it will be weeks or days before I will be home...

But this trip has been like nothing else...I would not trade it...I do not regret any of it...

Sometimes you have to travel 4,792 miles away, to realize how blessed you really are...how much it really means to you...that you have a home worth missing...

帰りたい けど、 行きたくない "Kaeritai kedo, ikitakunai"...

"I want to return home, and yet, I do not want to leave"

My New Hobby Puri-Kura

Hello & long time no update!

I have wanted to keep you guys up to date on my fun adventures, like going to Shinjuku, Kabuki-cho, and the volcano at Hakone, but I just haven't had the time. I even got to visit the Trajal and HTC school campuses in Tokyo and see a whole bunch of my old students and friends.


Bull all about that stuff later...


This post I decided to fill you all in on my new and possibly favorite Japanese hobby (for the moment at least). Its called プリクラ (puri-kura) and I have mentioned it before in my stories.


Puri-kura is a very popular activity among young Japanese people living in or close to cities (hmm, I wonder if they have it out in the boondocks too...?) and is something I have engaged in almost every time I go out with friends.


Puri-kura is the Japanese short-ification and cute-ification of the pseudo-English term "Print Club". I guess over the years saying "purinto kurabu" was too cumbersome so everyone just uses the first two syllables of each word. From the English term of origin you may be able to guess that we are talking about photo booths - but these are photo booths unlike any I ever saw or used in the States.


You find these large and elaborately colorful booths in arcades or game-centers, they usually have names like "Pink Fantasy", "Poison Princess", or "Sony Picture Adventure", and are decorated with stylized models with heavy make-up and eyes three sizes too huge. But if you can get over their superficially intimidating qualities they are a hell of a lot of fun.


Here are some quote I stole from wikipedia about puri-kura and the link if you care to read more:

"Common options include the ability to alter lighting and back drops while the
newest versions offer features such as fans and bluescreen effects ... Customers
select the pictures that they wish to keep and customize them using a touch
screen or pen-sensitive screen. The touch screen then displays a vast array of
options such as virtual stamps, pictures, clip art, colourful backdrops,
borders, and pens that can be superimposed on the photographs ... The pictures
print out on a glossy full-color 4 X 6 inch sheet to be cut up and divided among
the group of customers. Some photo booths also allow the pictures to be sent to
customers' mobile phones."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Photo_booth





The three main reasons why I have grown to love puri-kura and wish it was more popular in Seattle are as such:



  1. Like I said, its a hell of a lot of fun, and you get all those effects to make you look your best and decorate them however you like.



  2. It is surprisingly cheap for the quality and amount of the product you get back. I usually have only done it with one other person (its rare that you see someone do puri-kura alone) making the cost 200 yen (roughly $2) each. If you do it with a larger group like I have with a total of 5 the individual cost becomes next to nill.



  3. Last but not least its a great way to make and keep memories with your friends. You can write the date, location, event, or special note on the pictures, you can decorate them however you want, and since they become stickers you can keep you memories anywhere you want (^-^)



If you ever get the opportunity to do puri-kura with some friends I highly recommend it. I already have quite the collection going, will probably make more still, and plan to store them all in a cute little album I got.





Till next time, which will probably be soon, because I miss you all so much!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

My Adventures So Far...

I've been in Japan about a week now, and have already experienced so much. Each day has brought me through new journeys, both exciting and unexpected. I am beginning to get a little homesick, but I keep myself so busy that it hasn't slowed me down one bit. I appreciate any emails though, from all of you back home - I miss you a lot!

And without further ado, an outline of my adventures...

Thursday September 4th ~ Yokohama:

I relaxed during the day while Mai was at school. I enjoyed more absurd Japanese TV, and wandered around Kinugasa, the neighborhood just outside Yokohama where I am staying. The streets here are very narrow and there is a convenience store on every corner.

On her way home Mai ran into an old friend from high school, who invited us to go out with her to downtown Yokohama. Her name was Yurie, a kind and interesting character who works as a "hair cut model" and loves German trance music. In Yokohama we went shopping and had dinner at an authentic Japanese Izakaya (pub). The food was great, the atmosphere comfortable, and the whole thing was surprisingly affordable - much cooler than the Izakaya in downtown Seattle. We finished off the night with Puri-cura, a Japanese cultural custom which is becoming the norm for me and I will explain in more detail later.






Friday September 5th ~ Ghibli Museum:

Mai didn't have school on Friday, so we had planned to go the Ghibli museum. For those not familiar Ghibli is the production company behind Hayao Miyazaki's and other animators' movies, such as My Neighbor Totoro, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, etc, etc.


What we hadn't known was to get into the Ghibli museum you have to make a reservation and buy your tickets at least the month before you plan on attending. This meant that the reservations for September were filled and I won't be able to visit this trip...*sound of my little heart breaking*. This may have been a tragedy, but we made the best of the situation and went and had a lot of fun in Kamakura.


Friday September 5th ~ Kamakura:

It was a lovely, hot, humid day (all the days here are as such), so we took Fu-chan with us, boarded the train, and headed out to the old city of Kamakura. Kamakura is most famous for its temples, shrines, and having one of the world's largest and most beautiful Buddha statues. I didn't get to see the statue on this particular trip, but I am determined to see it the next time we go to Kamakura over the next couple weeks.

I may not have been able to visit the Ghibli museum, but we got to go to an awesome Ghibli store instead. Needless to say I bought lots of souvenirs <(^-^)>. Mai and I with Fu in tow walked down tiny, narrow streets, looked around many old shops, and ate purple, sweet potato ice cream (Japanese sweet potatoes are purple).

I also got the opportunity to visit my first official Japanese Temple. The gardens and architecture were amazingly beautiful, and the whole complex was surrounded by a lush forest. Mai told me this was the temple she and her family visit on New Years to pray for the coming year. We climbed the stairs to the top most shrine, prayed, and received our fortunes (mine had a very optimistic and lucky premonition).

On our way home I realized to my relief that I am getting accustomed and possibly adept at using the Japanese train system.


Saturday September 6th ~ Shibuya & Karaoke:

Together Mai and I rode the train into Shibuya, a popular district in down town Tokyo. We made a stop in Yokohama first though, so that I could exchange my travelers checks into yen. I am happy to say that so far I have been budgeting myself very well, and shouldn't run into any financial troubles.


The train from Yokohama into Shibuya was quite the experience. Everywhere was crowded, complicated, and confusing for even Japanese people. It makes me realize how lucky we are back in Seattle to have such easy, available, and relativly cheap public transportation. The bus back home costs less than $2 no matter how old you are or where you're going, while here it cost me almost the equivalent of $7 to get to Tokyo.


Once we arrived we met up with our old friends Yuko, Haruka, and Rena. These were the other girls in addition to Mai that I shared a condo with in Honolulu last December. They are all doing well, and we were very happy to see each other again. After our fond reunion, the girls took me out to real Karaoke. The establishment was multiple stories tall, where groups of friends like us could rent a private, sound-proof room by the hour. Our private karaoke room had couches, tables, fancy stereo system, microphones, huge viewing screen, an intercom for ordering snacks and drinks that the staff would deliver to our room, and a computer database filled with thousands of songs in Japanese and English. All of this roughly cost about $2 an hour, not including the cost of food and drink.

For three hours we took our turns singing our little hearts out, and though I stuck to only English songs, I feel I did a pretty good rendition of the Beatles and Rihanna's "Umbrella" :P. It was awesome, cheap fun, and much better than the Karaoke we have back in America. Again we commenced the ritual of Puri-cura, and spent the rest of the evening wandering around the Harajuku district. That night we got home late and collapsed from exhaustion.


Sunday September 7th ~ Onsen, Super Store, & Sushi:

We decided that we needed a relaxing day to recuperate from all the fun we'd been having, so Mai, her father, her mother, and I went to a Japanese onsen in Kannonzaki. An onsen is a traditional Japanese hot spring bath-house. It was a beautiful place right beside the ocean, and even had baths on an outside deck where one could sit in the water and view the sea. In fact most of the water used in the baths was deep sea water, or so I was told.

Its Japanese custom in an onsen for the men and women to have separate bathing areas, and to be completely nude. I have to admit I was a little nervous at first but easily overcame my shyness. The first step is to thoroughly wash the body in individual showers, because everyone shares the baths and cleanliness in important. All the baths were quite hot, came in many different styles or functions, but unfortunately I could only manage to stay for about an hour before I felt light headed. My skin has never been softer ^-^.


After the onsen, we went to a "Super Store" containing everything from a super market, to clothing shops, and anything else one may need. We stopped by the "super" pet shop first to buy Fu some puppy food, and I was surprised when the only animals they had were fish, hamsters kittens, and toy breed dogs.


Next we visited the Sanrio shop (Sanrio is the company that makes Hello Kitty merchandise as well as other cutesy characters), where I bought lots of cute silly things - because I am cute and silly of course.


While browsing I was approached and asked to give directions by an American man, but I honestly didn’t know how to help him, so I pretended to be Ukrainian. This might seem rude but I had a feeling he was after more than just directions so it was effective in getting him to leave me alone.


Finally we went shopping at the Japanese grocery store – more crowded than any I have ever been to in America. We ended the night by going out to eat at a tiny sushi restaurant by Mai's house that has probably been there for over 50 years. The whole family including Mai's sister and grandfather joined us, and it was nice to get to know everyone better. The were pleased with my knowledge of Japanese food, happy that I ate everything, and impressed that I worked in a Japanese restaurant. They are all very kind and make me feel at home.

Today I plan on making Piroshki for Mai's family to further thank them for their hospitality. I miss you all and promise to write more soon.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

First Impressions

First and foremost - I am having a great deal of fun, while relaxing at the same time. Please know that I miss you all, but there is so much here to experience, so many new things, that I am definitely not moping around homesick :).

Things I've done so far that have been interesting:

  1. Rented a cellphone from the airport - cheap, useful, but sadly so much cooler than my own phone I don't want to give it back! :(. It has web, TV, music, quality camera, and so much more (not to mention its cute as hell)
  2. On the way to Mai's house I saw Tokyo Tower, Cinderella's Castle at the Chiba Disneyland, drove through a tunnel that went under the ocean, and was continually thrown off by all the cars' "oppositeness" and how narrow Yokosuka's streets are.
  3. Met Mai's father, mother, younger sister, and toy poodle.
  4. Ate the most delicious curry for dinner which was made by Mai's mother.
  5. Have watched too many silly Japanese TV shows since I've been here. These include but are not limited to: different game shows, comedy programs, cooking shows, Mickey Mouse in Japanese, and many, many Japanese cartoons.
  6. Finally watched Ghibli's "Gedo Senki" - a wonderful and beautiful movie made by Hayao Miyazaki's son based on the book "Tales from Earthsea." I have no idea why this hasn't been brought to America yet - shame!
  7. Learned that American three pronged plugs don't work in Japan, which only has two prong outlets, so went to the mall and bought an adapter.
  8. Was glad and became less shy when I noticed I wasn't the only "gaijin" (foreigner) walking around Yokosuka
  9. Ate the most delicious tonkatsu donburi (fried pork cutlet over rice with a sweet omelet), and have pretty much come to the conclusion that all Japanese food tastes 10 times better in Japan.
  10. Am getting used to the time difference, the hot humid weather, and the nonstop music of cicada and crickets.
Pictures as promised ^-^:














(Kakkui Keitai = cool cellphone)















The Adorable Toy Poodle Fu-chan!


Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Time Travel

I have finally arrived in Japan and the whole experience of getting hear was strange and entertaining. Leading up to my departure, I was nervous, excited, and very emotional. I spent the morning cuddling with my boyfriend for what would be the last time for three weeks, and then double/triple-checked that I had everything I needed. Before the airport we had breakfast with my father, mother, and stepfather so that I could see everyone before leaving. I hope you guys are reading this, as well as the rest of my friends and family, because I already miss you.

Getting checked in at the airport was easy, and after making my long tearful goodbyes, accentuated by kisses, hugs, and many "I'll miss you's", I made it through security. As I looked for the way to my gate, I realized that this trip would take me the farthest I have ever been from home, for the longest period of time, and to top it off all by myself. This was a liberating feeling, but since I am not accustomed to depending on solely myself, it was a little unsettling. At least I have made it this far (^-^).

Since everything had gone so quickly, I spent the hour before I boarded the plane imagining what was going to happen to me over the next 21 days. This became too daunting, so I just read my book and tried to decipher the announcements being made in Japanese. It was also nice to see a mix of Japanese, caucasians, and other ethnicities boarding the plane

My flight left Seatac at around 1:30pm on Monday September 1st, and was going to be an estimated 9 1/2 hours long. I had packed well for the long flight, but luckily United provided tons of things to keep the boredom at bay. The back of the seat in front of me had a built in screen with dozens of included programming for me to chose from. I could listen to different genres of XM radio, watch different movies in either English or Japanese, and they even had a "map" feature. This curious application displayed where the plane was in the world, our altitude, time of arrival, miles traveled, miles left to travel, etc. I enjoyed checking on our progress from time to time as we followed the arch of Alaska, crossed the Bering straight, and moved south down the Kamchatka peninsula, until we entered Japan from the west. In addition I had a window seat (thank you mom&mike) and it was just my luck that no one ever came to claim the aisle seat next to me, so I was able to comfortably stretch out between the two seats. The view of the Pacific ocean and northern wildernesses was amazing.

I was extremely tired from the previous days lack of sleep, so I napped until I could nap no more. Once I was rested, I watched "The Forbidden Kingdom" followed by "Indianna Jones and The Crystal Skull", which were fun but I am glad I didn't have to pay for them. United airlines also loved to feed us. We recieved two full meals during our trip, and I swear it felt like every hour or so the stewerts would come around with more snacks and juice.


The flight took about 10 hours as promised, and this is when the time traveling really began. Though the day went by into night, it seemed we chased the sun until we caught up with it again somewhere around the International Date Line. Whenever I opened the window I was met with blazing sunshine, even if my cellphone told me it was 10pm. Of course back in Seattle you all had a proper sunset, while I jumped into tommorow.

When we landed the local time at Narita airport was 3pm on Tuesday September 2nd, But as far as my clock and body were concerned it was close to 11pm the previous night. The flight only took 10 hours and yet I had traveled 26 hours into the future of my departure. This time traveling ordeal will be more awesome when I leave at 4pm on a Sunday afternoon and arrive in Seattle at 9:30am that same morning.

On the decent I was glued to my window, hoping to see uniquly Japanese charecteristics of the ground below. I saw many fishing boats, docks and ports consuming the coastline, houses surrounded by rice patty fields, and lush green forests scattered everywhere. As I stepped off the plane into Narita airport I was accosted with "mushi atsui tenki" or hot, sticky, humid weather at 39 degrees Celsius, and an overcast sky of gray clouds.

I made it through customs without event, though the officer looked nervous when I first stepped up to the podium and he thought he might actually have to use his shaky English. He was pleasantly suprised by my Japanese. I didn't get to see much of Narita airport, but it looked like any North American airport I'd been in, except for all signs written in kanji and much nicer bathrooms.

I literally wandered around the exit area past customes for a while, trying to find a pay customes for a while, trying to find a pay phone to a while, trying to find a pay phone to call Mai, when I heard my name being squealed. Mai had found me and it was quite the happy reunion.

We drove back to Mai's family's home in Yokosuka with Mai's father and adorable, 7-month-old, toy poodle, named Fu. I plan to tell you all more about Mai, her family, their house, and Fu in my next post (keep your eyes out for that one which will include pictures).

My story about my experience with the time space continum ends with finally collapsing into sleep in Japan at about 10pm while my body thought it was at least 4am. It also wasn't fun to wake up at 7am here, and realize that it was 2pm in Seattle and I still hadn't sent out an email letting people know I was okay. Now you all know I survived the wormhole (^-^).

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Less Than 24 Hours To Go.......

I will be boarding my flight to Tokyo in less than 24 hours, and all of the emotion is really hitting me hard. I am so filled with nervous butterflies, but excited and anxious all at the same time.

I hope everything comes together and transforms this trip into something special. I hope it exceeds my expectations. For honestly, I know what to expect with visiting Japan, but I still don't know whats going to happen.

There are so many people I am going to miss, so many parts of my life I will pine for while gone. It is only three weeks, but yet I will be on my own in a very different world. I'll be with friends, but will also have more time to myself than I may know what to do with.

At least its finally feeling real - this trip is actually going to happen. And on the bright side, I might be feeling a fearful kind of happy, but at least I have a life at home worth missing.

Monday, August 11, 2008

Whats to Come...

So I've created this blog because many important, possibly life-altering adventures are coming upon me and I wanted a way to include all interested parties (aka family, friends, general loved ones).

I will be leaving for Tokyo, Japan on September 1st and will be wandering around that corner of the world for a good three weeks.

This is the actualization of a dream and desire at least five years in the making. I have wanted to visit Japan for such a long time, and experience the place I have spent years studying. This time has been spent doing my best to ingest and understand the insides and outs of the country's foreign and exotic culture. 5 years trying to commit the language, syntax, grammar, pronunciation, and an unique form of alphabet to my mind so that I may one day profess to fluency. And most importantly I have made some of the best, most kind, understanding, and compassionate friends I've ever had along the way.

I just wish I could have taken this trip sooner. I mean the practical reality of it is that until now desire was not enough to achieve this goal. I lacked the time, money, and other support/resources needed to take this trip. If I wanted to be less practical and realistic I could say that things happen in their proper place in their proper time, and that now is the perfect time to go, not sooner and not later.

Now is my chance to integrate all of these facets together and maybe finally understand why I took up studying all things Japanese as a life hobbie. My hope is that by finally spending time in Japan, I'll be able to understand why I fell in love with Japan in the first place.

This blog will be my way to share with the people I care about (or possibly curious onlookers) glimpses into the days prior to my departure, during the adventure, and returning home again. This is my way of sharing the experience with all of you. I hope you enjoy it.